I felt like so happy and jealous after reading Xx blog.

mike just put her as his priority in life. Not everybody can do that la

i donno whether if i am angry because that i am dumb
or because you just don bother!!

I wan to go K-session !!!

i need chocolate!!!!

Hope that AV will come later!!!!!


maybe i just need more sleep!!!!

I feel so super suay today , so many things to be angry and unhappy about.

Nobody's here today , mood swing , feeling damn bad now , wish to sleep all day so that i don have to experience it at all...


what a bad timing to have mood swing nw, when you are not there...


terrible terrible


Ps: i am out of my mind , don bother reading , hahaha

I am going 18 soon.

Actually this is the age i have been waiting since young,

but now i don feel anything at all.

Being 17 , there is alot of thing that happen

i have change alot . i have change to become more agressive , but dependant.

because of this i sometime have put my relationship in a quite difficult situation

but he is always letting me choose the story i wan =) secretly =)

I have wonderful friends, friends that really make me feel comfortable ,

not pressure, people who really understand me and not people who wan

me to be , what they understand, what they wan.

Life with my family is getting better and better=) its like a very long time ever i listening to their

laughter, i use to get jealous of other people family. But now , there is nothing to be jealous about:)