i am the elders .. i have to think of them ..
wat i do i have to make them 1st ...
leaving them alone at home .. is my fault also ..
i must do the job as a sister . helping them . acommpany them .

WHat more can i say or do .. ?
U guys de expectetion .. sometime i just cannot stand it
but what else can i expect .. this is my family .
this is what they believe .. and wat i should do
this is wat a SIster should do to help them
i am not complaining or wat
i also wan to be a good sister so that i can help them
wat i do is not enough ..
but WAT MORE CAN I DO !!!!!
GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR THEM .. this is what they thing i should do ..

What she say hurt me ..
but she is the only one who is willing to help us like this
i respect her .. and i love her alot ..
i don wan to disappoint her ..
and i have to follow wat she say ..
but can i do it ..
if i really follow .. there will be alot of thing i can;t do like wat others can do .
am i willing to give up just for them ..
i donno .. i am SELFISH .. SUCKs