Went out with XC today .. haha

xc had just said that we are really growing up

the thing we talk now and last time is diff ..

ya.. i think now is so much better then last few mths ..i feel much happier now

friends...i donno .. how do i group them .. but i know there is a number of friend that is

really important to me .. when i name it out to XC .. Xc like .. see so many !!

they are firends that have been there for me before ..

so .. i won't wan to forget about them just like that ..

haha .

i am feeling quite happy this few days ..but there is still something that is borthering me

ya . life is never perfect.. i know i can be very very unreasonable at time

i can show my temper very easily at time too

but something i just can't just keep quiet and let everything go like tha t

maybe i still don understand ..

i really can't do wat my mum had been doing for the past few years ..

but i will try my best ...

i donno whats the problem with me also .. i am feeling so insecure ..

i am trying not to think like that . trying my best

i also donno wat is the main reason y i am like that

but but but but but but ~~~~~~~~i also donno how to express it right now

i know that the love will always be there .. but but but but but .. am i asking too muchh

maybe i am .. sorry

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but i am still happy .. and i am trying not going to think so much

maybe i am just asking for too much and stuf f.. or maybe because of wat happen ..

ya .. so RELax !!