I am feeling terrible today, the moment i heard what had happen ..
i was so shock .. i was with baby at that moment . i wanted to cry when i get out of the place .. but didn't. i called my brother after tat ..

i feel very scared . just scared .. not sad , not crying , but wats in my mind is hurry hurry and hurry . thats all ..

after that what i see its scary , scary scary scary , the most worst i ever see from him .. fuking god