I felt like so happy and jealous after reading Xx blog.

mike just put her as his priority in life. Not everybody can do that la

i donno whether if i am angry because that i am dumb
or because you just don bother!!

I wan to go K-session !!!

i need chocolate!!!!

Hope that AV will come later!!!!!


maybe i just need more sleep!!!!

I feel so super suay today , so many things to be angry and unhappy about.

Nobody's here today , mood swing , feeling damn bad now , wish to sleep all day so that i don have to experience it at all...


what a bad timing to have mood swing nw, when you are not there...


terrible terrible


Ps: i am out of my mind , don bother reading , hahaha

I am going 18 soon.

Actually this is the age i have been waiting since young,

but now i don feel anything at all.

Being 17 , there is alot of thing that happen

i have change alot . i have change to become more agressive , but dependant.

because of this i sometime have put my relationship in a quite difficult situation

but he is always letting me choose the story i wan =) secretly =)

I have wonderful friends, friends that really make me feel comfortable ,

not pressure, people who really understand me and not people who wan

me to be , what they understand, what they wan.

Life with my family is getting better and better=) its like a very long time ever i listening to their

laughter, i use to get jealous of other people family. But now , there is nothing to be jealous about:)

home=)

we will bulid our home together=)

Living in this world that is full of judgment.
Thought that i have been to a place i belong ,
but not knowing that everything is no longer the same.

It seems that everybody is being so judgmental.

your looking , how u dress , ur attitude, ur capabilities,
Everything like under other people observation


Is this what it suppose to be ?

I don't know why the photos look so blur, aiyo!!!

haha..

I am looking forward to all the events that we plan ..

Looking forward=)

His eyes tells me that nothing can go wrong. 

His heart tells me I am happiness. 

His words are nothing but the truth.

DAMN CUTE!!! 

 

 

This is cute=)

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

It all revolves around you

-Moulin rouge "come what may"- 

Today is such a boring day , i spend my precious time in the office doing like NOTHING!!!

SO angry la , can't even study ,


Cannot stand it anymore ...

Its save so much space!!!

I am Trying very hard to have a flat tummy , 

like siting up straight and walking straight , doing all the abs exercise

REALLY trying HARD~~~~~

 

I Dream of a different morning=)

I think i am going to faint soon ,

Another 6 more days to my exam ,

CAn't wait for it to End as soon as possible!!!!

 But Yeah, 

I noe that i am having the fullest support from my Friends and love

Thankyou Jaime =) 

Love you..=)

EILLEN LOW!!

Look at the pictures and it will say what have i been doing for the past few weeks,

LOL, I only didn't post the one that we went swimming and Jogging...

And yeah , for those who think that i Don't know how to swim , hahahah

I have already master it Ok! My teacher is Miss huiyu .. lol

And i REally like swimming and jogging lots now, haha 

Another 1 more week to My exam :( really hope that i can make it lo.. all thanks to jaime who accompanying me to the library for the pass few weeks, really feel very happy when she is around haha 

Have a little bump here and there for the pass few days , But everything is fine now ,, 

I Loveyou guys lots,=)






*WAtch Final Destination and Hooked by Harry potter=)*

THE Only thing I wan to DO now is 

to CRY!!!! 

I Wan a Netbook!!!!

HAPPY ONE AND A HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!

&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER=)

Loveall<3>

Jensen says:
*ohh douby gourt
*i thouhgt dragon grave
♥ Leen says:
*got this place meh
*?
Jensen says:
*LOL!!
*got
*you dont know meh
♥ Leen says:
*where?
Jensen says:
*so famous
♥ Leen says:
*Don LIe
Jensen says:
*got sell alot of nice dresses shirts pants good ffood
*all that
*YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW??

♥ Leen says:
*YA!!
*haa
Jensen says:
*WT!!!
♥ Leen says:
* HAHA
*at where?
Jensen says:
*i think its somewhere in my heart. cause there's no such places HAHAHAHAHA i mean who will name a place DRAGON GRAVE
*LOL
its like hey are you free today
let's go dragon grave LOL
*HAHAHAHA




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I feel so stupid ... i think no matter what people say i also believe

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Sometime i just feel that is funny , its weird for us to communicate this way now.......

I think i got really nth to say . i wish that i won't go to her blog again , but i just can't control myself .. can't control myself for being like this , i wan to know whats happening, but everytime i read it i felt like something crunching my heart, i feel so speechless , is not that i don wan to tell and say thing out , is i already don't know where should i start from ,

I Know what is the problem , but its hard to put it in words , its better like this then hurting each other Again again again again again...............................................................................and again


or maybe this is the wrong choice that I have made , ( because i tot is the best in the first place)

I think there is no turning back ,No more...

WEnt SUper market again=) loves cheerri tomatoeeesssss!!!

Exam is like round he corner, gonna study hard :)

I wan to have a rooftop=) heeee

This is a blessing

I think this picture is really very beautiful
i really wan to grow older faster and really experience motherhood myself
experience the min you know that u are pregnant ,
looking at ur round tummy
and all the stretchmarks.
And i think this will be the best present that love will give us...
It may sound weird and scary to some of the girls,
and you guys may be thinking that is too tough and its a very big responsibility
i think i am willing to wait for this day to come =)

This is blessing =)

"i dont have any adorably cute pictures of us to make a person squirm, and i have no perfectly flawless story to tell but thats what makes my love so beautiful. he was my best friend, when i met him, well we were both a little pre-occupied, he was trying to get over an ex that he had been so sure he was in love with and i was well on my way to falling head over heals for my fling which quickly turned boyfriend. though that didnt stop us from talking, we were in two classes together back to back from eachother and so every day wed walk to math from religion. well minus the days that id see my boyfriend in the hall, and i always felt myself fell a little sadness when i had to part with my bestfriend to talk to my boyfriend. not that i wasnt crazy for the boy, but it was just always so much easier talking to dominic (the bestfriend) then it was ryan (the bf). dominic was always there for me, he was a goof and a funny buddy and though i was falling fast for ryan i couldnt help but create a feeling for dominic that he admited to returning. i tried to shrug it off but it was hard. we dont have any romantic way that he swooped me from ryan, actually we started to distance, ryan was jealous and i wasnt in the mood to argue so i just, distanced myself from my bestfriend. it hurt. even after we broke up i found myself trying to keep my distance, maybe ryan would take me back, thats what i always seemed to want. no dominic didnt say anything about how we should be together actually the start of our relationship was a really rocky one, im not sure how we did it but both of us were suffering from a broken heart. i had only been with ryan for about four months but the reality of it was that he had become everything to me and more. he was my whole world and he promised me forever just to break my heart and string me along. though dominic was always there to listen, i avoided talking about it, really, me and my best friend could never really say we were just friends. we always 100% had a crush on eachother but it was never the right time to admit it openly and try it out. i remember it really clearly, valentines day was coming along and ryan was trying to win me back, said he wanted to see me i of course said yes, but kept a back up plan with dominic just incase. i knew better then to actually expect ryan to keep a plan and i wanted to see the best friend i had been avoiding so it worked. when ryan bailed like i had expected dominic invited me over to his house to watch some movies, eat some popcorn and just hang out. we watched the movie sure, his arm wraped around me. i remember my heart beating 50 miles an hour and wondering how i could sit there in his arms and feel so comfortable, like my heart wasnt completely broken inside of me and my life hadnt fallen around me months before. it was mr and mrs smith, we joked around about it, goofed off, cuddled, but when the movie ended and the whole room fell dark minus the small glow off the now gray tv screen he looked at me, and we sat as close as we could be and just sat there. our forheads touching and looking in eachothers eyes. i had never felt so comfortable in my entire life, just laying in his arms made me feel tired but i kept my eyes as open as possible to watch his. it took us a good 15 minutes siting like that for him to finally kiss me, i hadnt exactly expected it, i knew he liked me, he knew i liked him, but it wasnt like we were in the possition to date. though, that didnt stop us, we spent at least three hours every day texting eachother after that, and not the cute best friend things we use to say but cute i miss you i love yous your amazing sort of things that we loved. i hadnt been that happy since me and ryan broke up. we have no real love story but i am in love with this boy. 5 months later and i can honestly say ive never been happier with anyone in my entire life, hes perfect and amazing and though he has his flaws, i love him for them. we fit perfectly together and my family loves him. i miss him when hes gone and i try to spend every minute with him i can. when im sad or scared i talk to him and he cheers me up and makes me feel safe in an instant. were in love, im sure of it, hes told me hes in love with me every day since the first time he said it. he told me hed remind me every day for the rest of our lives. he doesnt believe in forever but he said he knows no matter what our love will be around even after our bodies fade away. its only been 5 months but if it were up to me id marry him tomorrow, i know were not gonna just end in a month, and im not gonna be niave and say ill be with him forever and have kids with him, but i still hope i will. cause hes amazing and perfect and i love him. did i mention i love him. so like ive said, we dont have any cute pictures and my friends dont go gaga at us cause were so cute, but were perfect for eachother. i promise ill never hurt him. i just thought id share that, even though it probably bored you. im 17 and in love, who knew that was possible ?"

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I got this from somewhere ,
it didn't bore me , but i am so amazed by it .
blessed=)

credit: view from Kw's room=)

i am really hapy to talk to one of my junior and he shared with me what he is going through
make me feel that that i am still remember by someone =)
thankyou to that person u know who you are haha

The Flea day!!!!
Do flea with SArina and Chuiling this sunday, its like DAMN FUN !!!! SERIOUSLY FUN~~
i really hope to that we will get this chance again =)
loves=)

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I try to write down the thing i feel happy about each day ,
i think there is a lot of small small thing that make me happy ,
but words can't just explain everything


There are also thinks that are really bothering me and making me feel unhappy ant times
but words can't explain everything too.

This is what the world it is , everybody see in a different way
everybody have their own way to live..



i may not be around in ur life , but pls do rmb that i will still hope for the best for you

HAVE FUN PHOTO TAKING =)


*my mum say my eye not nice, i think she got NO-TASTE!!!*

ME and CL do some stupid things today , and this is our product .. haha
nice and cool right haha ..


And today is cooking day !!!!!
semi lunch

and dinner=)haha ..

YOZZZZZZ!!!!

Very long nv blog already yeah ! Haha .. I think i am getting VERRRRRRRYYY lazy nowadays

Tomorrow will be accompanying sharlyn for her outdoor photoshooting , damn excited la .. haha

i love taking ugly pictures nowadays .. haha .. and as u can see my pimple coming back again ..(tell you i am lazy) lazy to eat medicine and put on mask ..

(they say we look like couple, haha )

(surprise !!!! i ate ice-cream!!! )

SUper ugly!!

Ugly

this is super Stupid!!!!



STOP- SELF-PITY!!!!!!

just-look-ahead !!