I think i got really nth to say . i wish that i won't go to her blog again , but i just can't control myself .. can't control myself for being like this , i wan to know whats happening, but everytime i read it i felt like something crunching my heart, i feel so speechless , is not that i don wan to tell and say thing out , is i already don't know where should i start from ,

I Know what is the problem , but its hard to put it in words , its better like this then hurting each other Again again again again again...............................................................................and again


or maybe this is the wrong choice that I have made , ( because i tot is the best in the first place)

I think there is no turning back ,No more...