i have not been going to school this 2 days ..
but i did my own homework at home
i think i learn more when i am studying at home ..
ya ..
irritated ..really feel so irritated
i need more time time time
i need more money money and money !!!!
i know war u guys thinking and i don care
but i just wan money
money is important like shit
nvm

I AM LEARNING AEROBICS ..
with sharlyn
i wan to move ..
lying down sitting down and stuff make me feel so lazy
so i decided to do smething

today when for alumni early cause got dance thing
they say my leg turn untill very weird ..
erm erm erm ??? yy .. i don understand

but still very fun la ..
they keep making fun of my leg lo ..
nvm .. i very scared that i will be feel very scared to dance on that day leh
how HOW how .. ?
i donno how to jump ..
as in nicely .

how how how ?
after that when for combine ..
my high note really sucks like hell......
i feel so bad when i hear others high note .. really very nice
maybe i can't play well .. but hope that i can dance well
DUN LAUGH ARH ~~~!!!!!

I think i am really crazy ..

hah a.. i dream of caoge yesterday night

lol .

i dream that cao ge go to yuhua to give the bandsmen a talk about music

haha .. then i cry when i see him

then after that then i when to him and say sorry that i cannot go for his upcoming concert

and i tell him that how i wish i can hear him sing live now .

then he really sing to me YOU KNOW YOU KNOW .. haha

COOL RIGHT !!!!

DAMN COOL LA !!!

HAHA ...

Gary's concert .. !!!!

but i don think i will be going ..

1) WAste money

2) My parent will be damn angry when they know i go and waste this kind of money

3) Nobody will going with me =[

STUDIEs

HOW HOW HOW !!! .. its coming coming in 2 weeks time plus concert

going to study study and study

must force myself ..

i have not been a very good girl lately
Always angry. i am trying to control

donno y ?

this happen after entering ITE ...

sucks SUcks SUckss ..

i feel so sucky now again

WHat the problem with me ???

I donno ?

y hae i been so xiaoqi ?

EILEEN EILEEN WAKE UP WAKE UP

think think think

wat am i suppose to do

WA .. is all up to me

is all self dicipline ... okok

enough .. no matter wat i will TRY MY bEST !!!!

Going to blog about school life
Y am i always the one who being bullied??

okok .. i know that i am not good at shooting back at people
karrie say she wan to accept me as her student .. and she will teach me everything
her course title will be " HOW TO PROTECT YOURSELF" something like tha t

but i don want to be like her la
i don wan to be as manly as her
i don wan to brup so loud .
i don wan to walk like a retarted ...more more more ..
heeee...~~~

AND YA .. i think i am really dumb dumb dumb la
nvm .. i will grow up one day .. and do better ..
people who keep bullying me better watch out ya !!! ..


but at least i am happy again
at the later part of the day .. =]

yoz .


i think its been a long time again ...


i really feel very sad after knowing wat happen to china ..

her smile really very sweet and brave






这是一个女学生,从废墟中挖出来时双腿都断了,她的双手也被砸伤,她从被挖出来到救助站都没哭，在大家挪动她的时候她也只是咬了咬嘴唇！这个女学生还一边微笑，一边对大家说“要勇敢！”





to those who know how to read chinese ..
the kidss there are very brave .. it make me think wat will happen to me .. if i am in a situation like them .. we only can feel sad for them .. but how they feel????? haiz ..

Stay over at karrie house to start on our bazzar thing on friday

this is the 1st time i didn't sleep for 24 hours ..

i got take a 15min nap in between ..

but still tired la .. haha ..

after finishing the board thing . me karrie and mabel when for breakfast at mac

after that when back to karrie house to sleep !!!

haha .. finally

but donno y karrie so high keep talking and laughing ..

they keep discussing about my leg .. i think only madeline know

haha .. she got experience it before .. i got a powerful leg la..

haha .. then after that when orchard with jaime to buy something .

after awhile when to her house to take the prizes for th e bazzar then

go home le

didn't go for alumni ..

really tired lo.. thenwhen home and sleep all the way till this morning

i wan a CCA .. i feel so sian now

nth to make me feel happy with . .

i can't commit in anything

last time i am commited in band .. and this bring colours into my life

but now like not much things la ..

i wan to joinSOCCER . but my parent don allow ..

sad sad sad!!!

and now listening to band song make me feel happy .. haha ..

i think i am not a very good french horn player now

but i do enjoy when i playing the horn..

I AM GOING TO WATCH NARNIA AGAIN .. haha

i really like that previous one ..

really very very nice .. i watched 4 times

i love lion in side .. i think ASLAN is pretty lo

lion is pretty sometime .. haha ..ROAR!!~~~

BAZZAR!!!!

BUSY !! cause of bazzar .. i think it will be very fun ..

although there are time when we have to really use and work our brain ..

but i think we learn alot of thing from there ..

will be staying over at karrie house tml and maybe monday and tuesday

can say that the whole class was quite last min la .

haha.. cause we need to finish the previous project 1st ..

we are doing a games store .. haha .. i think it would be fun ..

our Group really put in alot alot alot alot of effort

cause we wan to earn ALOT ALOT ALOT OF $$$$$$ (PROFIT )

and GOOd GRADES (AAAAAAAAAAA)

haha .. good luck to us ya .. =]

yeah yeah .. i know what i wan to blog le ..

haha

contiune from yesterday .

i WANT HUGGIES .. haha.. from my friends . haha

miss the time when i exchange huggies with friends mostly from junoirs ..

i miss chocolate too .. haha.. although ..

is just a few days only .

but i still miss it alot alot alot alot la

haha ..

I MISS CHERRY TOMATOES ..

still rmb the time whn me and jaime

fall in love with it ..

now i am falling in love with it again la ..

haha

I HAVE NOT BEEN SHOPPING FOR A LONG LONG TIME

haha ..

have not been shopping .. cause wanted to save money then shop .

now .. but i have to save more 1st ..haha .. just give me another 1 mth ..ha

HAHAHAHAHA .. MISS MISS MISS ..LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS !!!!

To day is MONDAY~~~
haha .. have my role play .. this is not bad ..
memorise at th last min .. whoo~~ .. finally over over la
haha

then after school.. i didn't wan to go go home so early .. so when to MF house with baby ..
haha ..


feel happy when i see baby studying . donno y ?
just happy ..
he STUDY .. means that i got nth to do there .. so i decided to take a nap on his shoulder for awhile.. after that i really fall asleep ..
wake up a few time .. cause i need to cough . haha
me and baby were sick ..
haiz..we always say each other .. but we also donno how to take care of ourself .. lol
end up the both of us fall sick together ..
thats so stupid la .. haha

haha .. actually got things to say .. but mysister is irritating me again .. she wan to use the computer so no choice lo ..
see u guys tml ba .. bye '

not going to say any unhappy thing .. haha .

okok . follow this lousy pig to do her medicure forgot which day , cause she will be going to do

her r.o.m photo shoot the next day

haha .. have dinner together at king burger . .

haha.. she keep complaining how long she have not eat beef and all stuff .. so follow her lo

baby going to scold me .. cause ITS FAST FOOD !!!!

haha ..

oh ya .. before that .. i suppose to meet her at her work place there ..

when there i think 3 4 time le .. but still i alight at the WRONG stop again ..

super blur la .. i know!!! .. haha

when to the place where she suppose to do her medicure

the place abit "wu lu"

but end up when u take a look at the shop u will WOW ..

the wedding grown there so nice la ..

haha,.. got for bride maid one .. REALLY NICE NICE NICE NICE

the medicure shop also very very nice .. people there .very friendly too ..=]

and ya .. this is the design she choose ..
i perfer square one .. haha.. but her one quite nice la .. haha
i am going to do MEDICURE IN AUGUST .. THANKS TO MY DARLING PIG!!
haha .. i am going to do a cute one la .. haha .. =]
she choose a purple colour for her toes ..
haha
nice too .. when she is doing her thing i like got nth to do but SEE
haha .. but end up baby call me and chat with me awhile after his show
hah a

ya .. after she do finish everything we when down to wait for tony (her BF)
to fetch us .. haha .. tat pig donno wat happen to her bottle .. we had a hard time opening it la
dumbass ..
haha


okok .. then yesterday have alumni .. before that when to mac to study with FRIENDS
haha .. didn't do much there .. haah .. suppose to memorise the scripts .. but cannot make it leh
going to chiong later le .. haha

then after alumni .. XC jaime Chuling and me .. decide to sing a song to blackie ..
THats WAS SUPER STUPID ..AND FUNNY la .. end up we make ourself look like an idiot ..
haa .. but ITS FUN

didn't do such thing for a long time le .. haha .. happy happy..

i am the elders .. i have to think of them ..
wat i do i have to make them 1st ...
leaving them alone at home .. is my fault also ..
i must do the job as a sister . helping them . acommpany them .

WHat more can i say or do .. ?
U guys de expectetion .. sometime i just cannot stand it
but what else can i expect .. this is my family .
this is what they believe .. and wat i should do
this is wat a SIster should do to help them
i am not complaining or wat
i also wan to be a good sister so that i can help them
wat i do is not enough ..
but WAT MORE CAN I DO !!!!!
GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR THEM .. this is what they thing i should do ..

What she say hurt me ..
but she is the only one who is willing to help us like this
i respect her .. and i love her alot ..
i don wan to disappoint her ..
and i have to follow wat she say ..
but can i do it ..
if i really follow .. there will be alot of thing i can;t do like wat others can do .
am i willing to give up just for them ..
i donno .. i am SELFISH .. SUCKs

WA .. after looking at myself .. i think i really need to do something before i regret
haiz

this year i really feel very weak .. get sick easily
and always get cramps ..
this made my mood go down down down too


but actually today quite happy la .. although have cramp..
but still happy .. haha ..donno y ? .. haha ..


hee .. jiayou for those who still having mid year exam
haha.. MUst study ya !!

i have been super weak this year
i nv had such cramp before
i think i really lack of exercise .. i need to exercise more More More

now in karrie house.. we are late AGAIN!!!!
next time cannot go her house le la ..