Wa .. i am super tired now .. just came back from my friend house
then later still have to go to my mum work place to collect some mail thing from her
then i plan to go for band today.. nvm i will be a super good girl ..
haha ..

i hate this MONTH ok ..
scary month ..
parent will have more reason to keep me at home
and i will start imagine things ..
sometime u just can;t stop it one ok

everywhere u go u have to be careful ..

haha

BTW !!!! LET Me INTRODUCE U SOMETHING HAHA ..

SOME THING THAT I THINK ITS QUITE USEFUL!!

actually is quite useful la .. haha .. me and karrie try i yesterday ..

haha ..u guys should try .. only at 12++ .

okok .. i think i am too tired to blog also .. come back some other day bye !!

respect

why? why some people just cannot give respect to the others
and still expect everybody to respect him and follow his way
nobody one to hate anybody..
but some how people just can't accept the way that person do things..

RESPECT .. is something that everybody should have..
but somebody just don have this simple thing in him
i don see any from him ..
i just don feel good seeing all this thing ..
everybody should be equal there ..


sometime people just express themselves in a wrong way
and cause alot of misunderstanding like



" erm ..sorry can u pass me the chilli please , thanks"

" oie! pass me the chilli , faster la, idiot so slow "

ANd

" can help me buy drink please .. thanks =D ( with a smiling face)

" WEi, help me go outside buy drink " .

AND

" come on come on , walk faster people waiting already "

"KNN , walk faster can or not .. people waiting right .. u think u very big arh "
(when the people don even know that people is waiting )


Can u see the different ?
the way u talk . make a very big different .. a simple thanks and please .. make a Freaking big different .. people don own u ..people don get paid to do all this thing .. and wat even a thanks and please is so difficult ?( there are more then this)


okok
enough of all this..haha .. i think i really want to find somewhere to let me really scream
and sing at the top of my voice .. haha
actually i love shouting , haha
i donno y ? haha .. but sometime it make me feel high . feel energetic ..
haha .. i hope i can fnd a place like this soon soon soon .. haha



i wan to TEll u guys something .. something that is very important
haha ..






I LOVE E . GUY !!!

MONDAY BLUES!!!

it was still quite alright in the morning to afternoon

haha .. but after nafa . my mood when down down down !!!!

haiz ..myNAFA SUCKS ok ..

my god .. i really need to excerise more ..

i wan PE .. i won't wan to miss my PE lesson (will try) haha

i wan to do jogging .. haha.. blackie always assk me to go for a jog with him

but i always got my own excuses . haha ..

but this time i really cannot take it le ..

i am not that fat .. but i got tummy .. and i look super unhealthy!!!!

haiz.. damn it ,damn it, damn it !!!

ya shouldn't eat too much fried food

but they are like so damn nice la ..

fuck ...

NOW ..MONEY !!!!!!!!!!

WA.. i always seem like i am out of cash ..

but its true !!!

i always save le .. but there were be something important i need to spend on

last week DRESS AND SHOE for Shar's R.O.M

this week CONCERT!!! money money and money .. fuck off ..

3 weeks of monday le .. but i am like that always ..

i hate monday ..

for now !! but it will be better next week i believe ..

jiayou !!!!

i think sometime i just being too selfish .

but that kind of feeling just very hard to control

its not angry ..

but disappointed , NO no no !!!!#@!.

i donno use wat word .. but just feel moody la

NVM !!!! will get use to it ..

INDEPENDANT !!!

go out with sharlyn last thursday

to buy dress for her R.O.m

before tat we had our dinner at bugis

V8 ..

the food there were nice ..

haha ...after that went to far east to buy heels

haha .. overall still ok ..she going to get married le

haha.. fast right .. haha.. i feel very excited too

donno how izzit like .. hah a.. hope that she will live a happier life after that

love Ya <3

i know my hair its a bit messy hah a

took thiswhen we are still half way eating .. hah a

SINGAPORE FLYER !!

Went to take singapore flyer yesterday ..

i tell u .. its quite fun la .. for those who don like secnery don go

for those who LOVES cloudsss.. u should go lo

damn fun la ..take a good look at those picture ..

taken more .. but the memory card not with me ..

haha . .after going up there .. i feel that actually singapore is still a very nice place

its just that its a little bit too hot sometimes

but still very nice .. we must learn to appreciate it

NOthing is perfect .. haha

this is one of the postcard..

damn nice la .. hah a

CHOCOLATE

ANYBODY GOT ANY IDEAS ABOUT CHOCOLATE ?

AND WAT CAN I DO IF I WAN TO ORGANIZE A CHOCOLATE EVENT ?

HOW MUCH ARE U WILLING TO PAY FOR IT !! ?

PLS CHAT WITH ME ABOUT THIS ON MSN OK .. THANKYOU !!

Loves !

Yesterday went for a walk with some people ( alot ..lazy to mention)

haha ..actually quite fun ..we walk from WEST COAST TO VIVO !!!
haha ..maybe u guys will think its crazy .. but i think still ok ..

not that really tiring .. still can make it de .. hah a

the scenery were nice too .. nice nice clouds .. haha

they look cooling up there .. haha .. love it ..

did enjoy myself.. hope u guys will try it out one of this days .. ahha

it will be much more nicer if u are there ^^

oh men !!! this is so nice .. i am in love with it !! haha .. i start to like strawberry stuff !!haha

this is my idiot sister .. haha love her <3

just came back from SSO concert

haha .. is some violin and piano solo concert ..

haha..

these photo are taken during the yuhua annual concert that day

all from CL camera .. thanks to Chuiling .. i have been pestering her for it very long le

haha but most of the photo still with XC . hah a..

she still haven send me lo =[

look at me .. i think i look super funny =D haha

hee.LOves<3

Wow .. tomorrow no SCHOOL!!
WTH right ..
cool right .. haha

This term we have to do 2 group project for 2 subject
one is BEO and another one is POA( "A" for Admin not Account )
karrie and mabel are in the same group as me .. hah a


today take height and weight .
i was so suprise that i actually weight lighter then last time
IS like OH MY GOD !!!!!!
but people say i grow fatter ...
for height most of u know that am only 151cm tall ..

=( .. okok .i think i have to go le .. will update soon !!

okok .. enough of those complaining and stuff
haha .. i still wan to stay young ..
haha .. bother about those thing for wat !! ..
maybe i should just relax .. asnd everything will be better
RIGHT !! YEAH YEAH !!!

ITE.. NEW term ..
new time table .. haha ..
i got 3 days weekend !! haha
i no need to go to school on FRIDAY !! !haha
JEALOUS !!! .. cool right
haha ..
but thursday will be a long day for me
frm 8 to 6
and u know 6 is the time when those workign adult knock off
it means i have squeeze with them . damn keilian la ..

there is alot of place i wan to go ..
I WAN TO BE RICH ..
haha .. i have to spend money again.. sharlyn wedding
SOMETHING to buy...haha ..
but will do my best o save haha =D

haha ..i think so far i have been a good student
got a bet between me josepsh ,karrie and mabel ..
if who nv come to scool then have to give each person 2 bucks .
haha .. this is myidea .. its good also la .. so that i won't skip school le ..
haha ..this is just the beginning .. hope that it willbe a better on=D

jiayou eileen

i feel that i really start to lost control
of my own emotions ..
i find it hard to clam myself down ..

ya i am still fine .. but when come to something ..
i just cannot control ..
its diff . i think i can control better last time ..
i donno..haiz ..
i feel very very empty ..
because of wat . only i know it myself
not angry with anyone .. but myself .. i am not suppose to be like that ..
but suddenly feel like cannot control
but now already abit better ..
hope tat i will get better soon !!












WHERE IS MY PICTURE CHUILING !!

today 1st day of school

i find the new subject quite nice

teacher look nice too =)

ideal home ? think think think

I LOVE CLOUDS !! do you know ? now u do !! haha ^^

no matter is a white or a dark one ..

its still very nice .

i like them very long time ago

but i really start to love them is when there is a period of time

when i always go to leha house

outside her corridoor there is a sofa set

and when u sit down there .

u can see CLOUDS! yeah

they don just look like candy floss to me

i always imagine ..

WHAT IF I REALLY CAN SIT ON TOP

HOW WIlll IT FEEl LIKE ?

WHAT caN I SEE FROM THERE ??????

WHO WILL BE WITH ME ?

OR I WILL MEET SOMEBODY THERE ?

OR I WILL BE ALL ALONE ?????

HAHA .. I LOVE CUb too ..

they are not as scary as a big lion or tiger

haha ..actually lion can look cute sometime ..

haha .. i'm loving it =)

YOU KNOW I CAN"T SMILE WITHOUT U !!! Muacks!!
i like this version
haha
its from carpenters..RMb RMB RMB!!!
haha

EMo-ing ? NO !!

Today went to sentosa ..
then after that VivO ..
then after went to SUntec for the exhibition thing ..
haha .,. thats my day .. won't go into much detail ..cause i am tired..

Haha .. is my post that Emo ..
i think only got some ba ..
most of it still ok what ..
alot of people say .y u sound so emo on ur blog
what happen to u ..
ya .. maybe for the friday post ..
but the rest still ok lla
i am fine!and i am quite happy with the life now
haha ..


SCHOOL GOING TO START SOON !!!
new subject for this term ..
it does not mean we should forgot all about the one we have study before
haha.. i didn't score very well ..
i hope this time i really can wake up!!
haiz ..it take 1 year to finish my course ..
it mean i am in trouble .. i must chiong for this 4-6 mths already !!
i need something to push me ..
i think so far i am hanging around with the right group ..
who is studying and studying .....
i need more self discipline ..
EILEEN JIAYOU !!!

Something is missing!!

i donno how i am feeling now..
but is a kind of feeling like .. something is missing
something is wrong
damn moody now ...=(

Feel like i am being neglected again..
Aarrrh!! .. damn ass now ..
i have lots of picture to up load
but haven the recieve picture yet
DAmn IT .. i hope that i can recieve all by this week
or not i will feel even more bored everytime i view my own blog . ..
i just don feel like SPEAKING right now
don feel like making any NOISE , or whatever it is la !! !

MOODDY!!!!

Lucky girl like Me !!

ACtually i think i am a lucky girl ..
i don really have any big setback in my life that make me really go
DOwn Down down

although i always quarrel with my dad ..
but i know there is hope that we will get better
and atleast i am still being love by him and more people in my family

and i think i am very very luckyand fortunate to get such a good boyfriend .. .
and have so manyfriends who really care for me
maybe some of them like some how going to lost contact
but i was once their friend and some one they trust
and they are once some one who's there when i need someone ..

I think i am very lucky .. and god really treat we very good
although there are time when things are bad for me ..
but after that i still go through it ..
with the people i love and love me =D

maybe sometime i tend to think alot
but i know i am a girl who is very lucky ! =]

lyrics- I WILL BE

The world seems so cold
when I face so much all alone
A little scared to move on
and knowing how fast I have grown

And I wonder just where I fit in
oh the vision alive in my head
oh yes

I will be strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on traveling down the road
tilI finally reach my dream
til I'm living and I'm breathing my destiny yeah yeah
I can't let go now
even when darkness surrounds
but if I hold on
I will show the world
all the things that you never expected to see
from little old me

And I wonder just where my place is
close my eyes and I ----------

Oh yeah yeah
I will be strong on my own
I will see through the rain I will find my way
I will keep on traveling down the road
tilI finally reach my dream
til I'm living and I'm breathing my destiny oh

It comforts me
uh it keeps me a light that stays in my life
always guiding me providing me with the hope
I desperately need well
I gotta believe there's something out there meant for me

Oh I get on my knees praying
I will receive the courage to grow
and the faith to know

And I will be strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on traveling down the road til
I finally reach my dream
til I'm living and breathing my destiny

SAe SAve SAve !!

i wan to save money
i wan to save my 1st 1000 ..
haha
i hope that i can make it .. haha ..
but i know its a little impossible ..

i am such a pig ..I know
eat eat and eat .. die die die ..
haiz .. there is alot of thing i wan to buy
but i just donno how to save .bloody hell
another 1 mth sharlyn R.O.M le
i also haven buy thing ..
u see ..haiz ..
die Die Die!!